Meet Lijiang

Chapter 67

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And Zhuang Zijing smiled: "This is what I should do. If I can't do this, how can I face the future with you."

☆、Chapter 48 put down

What we miss may not only be love, but also life.

-------------------------------------------------- -------------------------- Zhuang Sheng's Travel Diary The next day, Yan Yu booked a flight home, and Zhuang Zijing and grandpa also I booked a plane ticket back to Beijing, but because my father and brother couldn't go home yet, Liang Simin persuaded them to stay in Dali for two more days.

When Yan Yu went to the airport, Zhuang Zijing drove her in Liang Jinlan's car.

"What do you think now?" On the way, the two were silent for a long time, and it was Yan Yu who spoke first.

"Which way?" Zhuang Zijing's voice was calm, and she was driving seriously.

Yan Yu glanced sideways at Zhuang Zijing, and his voice was a little lonely: "I always thought that I was the most suitable candidate for you. We had a beautiful past, and I will give you a beautiful future. Whether it is I can afford both the material and the spiritual. I have even planned that we will travel several times a year, where we will go, and what kind of room we will live in. I have imagined having you in the morning and having you in the sunset Life, but I can’t imagine the scene where you are with others. Over the years, I have thought a lot, and these fantasies supported me all the way down, supported me to accept surrender, and supported me to give up myself... I always thought that between us is like After a short farewell, you will come back eventually. This is like a close lover who has to leave home to make a living. One is working hard, and the other is waiting obsessively."

She didn't sleep all night last night, her eyes were bloodshot.Letting go is already the final outcome, but after persisting for so many years, especially after seeing hope some time ago, Yan Yu let go of everything and came to Lijiang, in order to get back what was lost back then.But now to let go, there is almost no place to put those heaviness and persistence for a while.

"So, what if Du Lang is still there? Do you think I'm still the one waiting?" Zhuang Zijing spoke in a soft but clear voice.

Yan Yu lowered his head slightly, and smiled wryly: "I once thought that after you get married, I still won't give up on you. As long as I have the ability, I will kill Yixing, and I will snatch you back."

"Even if we're married?" Zhuang Zijing finally glanced sideways at her.

"Yes, even if you are married. I don't care. You married him when I was unable to protect you, but as long as I have enough strength, I will definitely snatch you back."

"What if we had kids?"

"Your child is my child, and I will love her."

Zhuang Zijing didn't answer, just looked at the road ahead, the car drove very smoothly, just like her heart at the moment: "If I get married, I will be responsible to my husband, and I will try my best to fall in love with him, why are you Will you feel that I have been waiting for you in the same place, and will not fall in love with the husband I get along with every day?"

Yan Yu turned his head in surprise: "Are you in love with Du Lang?"

Zhuang Zijing smiled wryly and shook her head: "I'm working hard. I will try my best to love someone who will spend my whole life with me. Is love bigger than the sky? Then why do you want someone else to be a victim of love? The Du family and I got engaged at the beginning. It came out, but it didn't force me, even the original intention of the Du family was a kind of repayment for everything my father had done for their family, although the repayment should not be in the form of love, but at least, their original intention was kindness Yes. The pressure between us comes from your family and my family. In fact, it has nothing to do with the Du family. The Du family doesn't even know about our relationship. Why should the Du family be the victim? Why should the Du Lang be the victim? Since I promised to marry the victim, I will do this seriously."

"Even if you have to?"

"Where does life come from so many unavoidable things?"

"My house, and yours?"

"To submit is to submit. There is no point in submitting and then not accepting. We are all adults and take responsibility for our actions. If I marry Durand, I will be responsible to him. If I have a child with him, I will And take care of the kids."

"And what is your duty to me?"

"From the moment we broke up, I have no responsibility for you." Zhuang Zijing said: "But I hope you live a happy life, because you used to be my responsibility, and I once thought I was your responsibility. This at least shows that We used to admire each other so much..."

Yan Yu opened his mouth, was silent again, and then said: "But now Du Lang is not here after all."

Zhuang Zijing nodded slightly: "So those things you once thought supported you to go down like this are actually not that important. Maybe it's just an excuse for giving up at the beginning, otherwise sometimes people will hate you for your compromise and cowardice. Own."

The two were silent for a while, Yan Yu wanted to explain but he didn't speak up. Humans are such animals, when they have to find an excuse for their actions, they always attribute their cowardly actions to the fault of others.It was others who separated me and my lover, it was others who put tremendous pressure on me, it was others who bullied the weak...it was others...

"But I was the one who let go at the beginning..." Yan Yu lowered his head and said softly, with regret, unwillingness, remorse, and deep pain in his tone.Is it because I let go that I have come to the present? Is it because I let go, so those reasons or excuses I made can't offset the pain caused by the cowardice back then, so I am unwilling, so I believe everything will be repeated. Come.

Zhuang Zijing looked sideways at Yan Yu: "Different decisions made by the same person will have different results, and the same decision will have different results if made by different people. Your decision back then cannot be said to be wrong, because if you It's not you, without such obsession, maybe you have already found your happiness, and if I am not me, if I prefer life in a big city, or care more about material life, then maybe we will still be together."

"Or if there is no Yang Hui..." Yan Yu laughed at himself.

Zhuang Zijing thought for a while, then nodded: "Yes, this possibility cannot be ruled out."

"But these are just ifs." Yan Yu felt a little lonely.

"Life is short, there are not so many ifs, live in the present, do the most correct thing in the present, and live the happiest life in the present, then now is the future, and you will live as smoothly as you do now. No regrets. These years, you I live in dissatisfaction, and I also spend a lot of time in regret. But I think we all have an obligation to find our own happiness."

Yan Yu didn't speak anymore, the car quickly drove to the airport, and Zhuang Zijing helped Yan Yu get the luggage.When going through the security check, Yan Yu turned around and looked at Zhuang Zijing: "I think what I missed is not only our love."

Zhuang Zijing looked at her seriously and listened to her next words.

"There is still life." She said, "I wish you happiness."

Then Yan Yu turned and left.

Zhuang Zijing looked at the person who was gradually disappearing at the security checkpoint, and suddenly overlapped with the indifferent but handsome person many years ago.She couldn't help feeling hot in her heart, and whispered towards the security checkpoint: "I will be happy, and so will you."

For the next two days, Zhuang Zijing did not go to work.The main activity every day is to accompany grandpa for a walk on the Erhai Lake. Like most people who came off the battlefield, the old man likes to recall those glorious years, likes to comment on politics, and hates corruption.Although he is now over 80 years old, he still has the temperament of a general in every gesture.

And Zhuang Zijing, who lacked family affection since she was a child, now stays with her grandfather, letting go of the unhappiness about family affection in the past, feeling the care and love of her relatives, and feeling warm from the bottom of her heart.

Liang Jinlan also came to join in the fun when he was not busy with work, serving tea and water and being very attentive.The old man became more and more satisfied with Liang Jinlan, and even invited Liang Jinlan to Beijing to play, but Zhuang Zijing became a little worried.